There's been a lot of unseen tension in our class relationships.. and I've been told that I'm probably over thinking because the class is the only people I hang out with. There's so much things to be done and yet nothing is within my capabilities to do. Amazed at my own uselessness, helplessness, inability.
Aaaaaand... there are things that seem so easy for other people yet I just can't achieve even if I died trying. Like... encouraging people.. standing broad jump... initiating conversations with strangers... and I can't seem to leave her alone when she is in distress, when she's not in distress, when she has random panic attacks and when she's fine.
Dreams these few days seem to be less remember-able, but I still have them without fail everynight.. I wonder if they mean something 😅
On a side note, its 6 days till end of blocks!! (1 day to start :/) got so much stuffs to catch up on after blocks, hanging out and watching movies with all the different friends and SLACK!!
If there are two clones, one good and one evil, I can’t kill on sight alone. It’s the same with love. Some love hurts, and some love elevates, but as to which one is which, they are two sides to the same sandwich.
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