Maybe solitude is the way to go. I've decided, to stop responding on the class wa, to stop responding to group chats and if you wanna say something to me, just pm. I'm not going to bother with socialising with the class anymore. Its not like I hate my classmates, but I guess I'm just happy and fine with being in my own comfort zone. And because I hate the feeling whereby nobody cares about what I say unless its something funny or insinuating or directed at someone.
Friday was an especially sad day. We were right beside each other, and yet we acted like we didn't see each other. My mouth opened, but no words could seem to come out from my mouth. But the night was much better I guess. yk's birthday celebration at pizza hut and pool afterwards - Friends which are able to make me forget about the sadness. But when the night comes and I lay on my bed, unable to sleep, I still think about you, and think about us.
If I had to wake up from a dream, just to find myself in a nightmare, I would rather I had not had that dream in the first place.
"A false awakening is a vivid and convincing dream about awakening from sleep, while the dreamer in reality continues to sleep."
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