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And I just hope that one day, you'll be able to find someone who can make you feel otherwise.

I'm sad that it will not be me, but I'm sorry to say that I am not as strong as people might make me out to be.

Kill the assumptions. Stop speculating

Confused

So these few weeks I've been trying to avoid(?) contact with her? Actually not really intentional but yeah but like I'm kinda preparing to live a normal life away from her? Because I know it'll only be a matter of time before we grow apart., ever since the day she rejected me. It has gone on for too long, and I know I should grow out of it sooner(the better) or later. But then... I can't help it(Hence it has continued for 10months ++ alrd??). But I always think I'm bothering her, and we're always running out of things to talk about..

And it turns out that shes trying to get over someone.. but is it me? or am I over thinking?? Overthinking has brought me to be hopeful and disappointed at the same time. Many times. And I just hope for her to be happy. But I don't know whether she feels the same way? I need an answer.................