"I've come too far to turn around", and a friend told me "回头是岸". Not the first time she has approached me because I've posted emo stuff on twitter and cheered me up :') I really wanna say whats on my mind but I guess it might really be over and I'm going to make my second(not last) stand and try it all over again. Might be the first time I'm feeling like this and I feel like JC life has not been entirely the smoothest sailing journey of my life and I just wanna screw it up and everything now but over such a small thing... I'm so retarded hahahahah.
Lately, especially since coming to JC, I realised I have been using 'hahahaha' (long awkward laughters) too much too often. I have a really great bunch of friends though, its not their fault. It's mine. And perhaps, I might really prefer solitude.
Say you like me by We The Kings
I wish my heart was always on her mind.
'Cause she's on mine like all day, all the time.
Forget me not, forget me now.
I’ve come too far to turn around.
I’m here tonight.
'Cause I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.
I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.
maybe one day it'd be worth it.
please don't break me again
I'll wrap my hands around your neck so tight with love, love.
Have you ever just sat there and and read old conversations just cause you miss that person so much & you're not strong enough to tell them?
And the rollercoaster phase begins.
Hey if you really want to do that to me could you please not do it now, not when I need you most.
Sigh I can never get too attached
Cos when I do nothing good ever happens
That said, I'm sure I'd make the same mistake again and again
You know you're all I'm thinking of.
I should know better. Everytime I start waiting for the text it means the end is near
Feeling exactly like the you two years ago...
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