Feeling like a lovestruck idiot right now. Been thinking too much about love and relationship since getting into JC and my grades are really suffering as a result. I don't know what is this feeling that stirs deep within my heart and causes me to think irrationally. But I guess these feelings are true or else I wouldn't be feeling it so much as compared to my previous crushes.
On a side note, I'm really glad to have someone to talk to and share my feelings with but there is only that much someone else can help me with. It still lies with my own actions and I really don't want to force the issue and disrupt this kind of peaceful and fun and enjoyable mini/brainless/leisure chats that we have everyday. Really thankful for these times and which I really cannot afford to lose.
I shall continue in my own way and hope for the best.
HTHT revelations
Learnt much more about the guys during our HTHT and it turns out that I'm not as perceptive as I think I am. There's the know it all haoyu who knows about everything I feel like I'm such a retard for thinking that I actually know our class well. Have to be more careful and cautious about other people whenever I say anything from now on.
It really pains to see that our class is not what we think it could turn out to be. Back in my NPCC days, our NCOs used to tell us that, the squad is only as strong as the weakest man, and our class bond is only as strong as the weakest link in the class. I seriously am at a loss at what to do, and what I can do is just so limited as an individual.
On the end note, I am really looking forward to book shopping tmr and the fun weekends to come!! Especially week 3 and 4 since I will get to see you more often!!!!!! Although these activities will be fun, I really cannot stand being separated from you and I really wish you would at least join us (or me ) in the activities.
Shall leave these aside and prepare for blocks!! JIAYOUS ANDY LOW.
Sometimes I get so excited and happy over small things when it comes to you.
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